Happy Easter

The walk lately has really got me waxing philosophical. I think about my friends and family and things left unsaid. I'm not going off the deep end, but being out here definitely puts things into perspective. Everyday I wake up and wonder if this is the day that is just to much to handle, that I give up on this crazy quest and go back to a place of safety, and comfort and a soft bed. Then I remind myself that its 6 months, and its not an eternity of this life. And that I can do this. Once I come to that conclusion, I am free to walk and enjoy the day. I thought I was lonely before the walk, but man its a whole other ballgame out here. Not just walking a walk that the people I meet just don't get. But the loneliness of this lifestyle. It can be near crippling at times. And its only been 3 weeks! But it gives me time to think like I never have before. Its not a conscious thing, but I start wondering about my decisions over the years and wonder how I have been so unforgiving. I think it has to do with that person I had become. The guy who's dreams just fell short where nothing was really worth the price anymore. But now, here on Easter day, I miss my family and friends. And I miss my extended family, the ones I never quite stayed in touch with, or got to know better as an adult. I hope today leaves you with contentment and a full stomach